The day you died part of me died too, The constant ache in my heart, not knowing what to do feeling so lost inside now you have gone, hearing words that remind me in almost every song 4 months today and it still feels like the first, everyday wondering when you get over the worst wondering if you ever start accepting you are know longer here, when do you start to feel better, when will the day come without a tear I wish I could truely believe there is another place in the sky, maybe it would help me accept saying good-bye Christmas and birthdays what do we do, how can we celebrate and be happy knowing we havent got you what am I going to do without our own little language we had, how can I ever make this any better for Mum or Dad all these questions with no answers are driving me insane, how do I release the anger when there is know one to blame I love you my Brother like so many others do, if only you could see how many lifes are shattered by not having you